Will we agree with Cthulhu when it comes to you?

Yesterday was RPG night! Which, of course, means that we were almost eaten by a 40 foot long, flying worm with biiiig sharp teeth. Of course. Hrm. Nothing to see here people, move along. Just a bunch of crazies saying weird stuff about worms. Hrm.

It’s a good group we’ve got. Problem is we are only 4, and we need to be 5. Especially since one of the players have a LOT of school work that sometimes get in the way, and then we are suddenly only three people playing. His character has been to the loo with ”the runs” the last two days, so he is pretty thin at this point. Well, we can’t drag him along with us when we do stuff, so he has to stay put somewhere for a good enough reason. Obviously our GM thought the runs was the best reason for why he couldn’t trail along when we went into Harlem and whatnot.

And oh, the mortality! The lack of survivabilty! That way of almost dying as soon as look at you! Makes it exciting I guess, but I get very fond of my characters and I really dislike when they die. Which have so far in my short career as a roleplayer (um… well… 9 years now I think..?) never happened. Don’t wanna! ;(

But yeah. If you are a roleplayer, living in or close-by to Helsingborg and wanting to join our ranks to fight of Cthulhu and his pals (or so they say, so far it’s only been ONE measly little worm!) let us know and we’ll see if you are what we need. You need to be seasoned to keep up with the rest of us, so we won’t admit any virgins, sorry.

Ia Ia!

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Dear Reject…

…who dropped your news paper because of a tiny gust of wind. Two things:

  1. Learn to hold things so they don’t blow away as soon as look at you
  2. Pick up your fucking things if they fall on the ground and don’t just leave them there. Fucking idiot.

I am amazed at how grown people are acting. …says the one who writes this in her blog, but what the hey. If I drop my stuff on the ground I pick it up, instead of diving in for new news papers. The environment here already looks really bad, so why make it look worse?

Argh!

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Blah blah blah I’m boring

Kind of losing interest in writing here, which I guess is pretty obvious. I don’t do anything fun to write about, no one reads anyway and I am kind of too busy doing a lot of other things at the moment. Most of those things are things I do to keep the depression away, so it’s not that I go watch TV or something like that instead. I just …play, chat and try to keep my sanity.

I don’t know what you want me to write about that would make this blog more interesting for you. I don’t have any political opinions I want to share, I am not interested in discussing religion or current events, I don’t give a rat’s ass about Melodifestivalen or Big Brother and I am not very good at following a red thread when I try to express myself about things that disturbs me. So, apart from the previously mentioned subjects, is there anything I could write or post that would be interesting to you and to me? Because right now it just feels as if I put words out there just to keep the blog updated on a daily basis, and not really because I have something fun to share.

I can’t write about work because a) I don’t think I am allowed to and b) I wouldn’t be comfortable writing about it as long as I work there anyway. I can’t write about everything that goes on in my head and stuff because there are people reading here that I don’t want to share that stuff with. So yeah. I have too much limitations and too little fun going on.

I will probably keep updating here until I find out what to write about that would make this blog (really?) interesting. We’ll see.

As always, thanks for reading.

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Hottie of the day ♥

Cary Elwes. ’nuff said.

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How am I supposed to keep track of all the changes?

Yesterday it was embarrassingly obvious that I haven’t ben playing WoW for a very long time, and especially the warlock. Was in a heroic with Björn and three randoms, and the tank died. We were me (lock), two palas, one priest and one shaman, and when the pala tank died the healer started yelling for combat ressurrection. I lol’d and said that we had no druids in the party, upon which the healer left the party and the other pala called me a noob. I was really confused, but after asking my guru (Murck) it turned out that yes, Soulstones can be used for combat ressurrections since a long time back. Hepp. Good thing I know that know, but yeah. That was just crazy :D I haven’t really played the warlock since summer 2010 tbh, so I have no clue with all the changes.

Anyway. Weekend was pretty good. I am feeling better and I hope that I won’t get any more fever or cold or whatever, because I am dead tired of being ill after 3,5 week of illness. It makes me want to punch reality in the face, should I be honest here.

Next weekend I am going out to Wicked Mill Society with my brother and Lotta; a brand new burlesque club premiering in Malmö! And I refuse being ill then, because the tickets are already bought and we are all looking forward to this. I don’t think I’ll be wearing my usual red/black burlesque outfit, I’ve got something more omnious in mind that will be black/white which will be awesome. Pictures will come when I actually have assembled a proper outfit ;)

Had these weird dreams about bikes/cars that I had to fix before a race but the guy I was working for was just really hard to please because he had a lot of weird but strong opinions and his brother was really weird about it all. I had just entered their home when the alarm went off, I think it’s a good thing I didn’t have to spend more time with those two lol.

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Hottie of the day ♥

Traci Lords as Wanda Woodward in the movie Cry-Baby. If you haven’t seen Cry-Baby: Shame on you! Go watch it NOW! It has Johnny Depp, Ricki Lake and Iggy Pop in it! (apart from Traci Lords)

Sportin’ some banging bangs there!

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Sometimes it’s not that bad

It’s just one of those days. Those good days! I got out of bed and glanced at myself in the full body mirror that is next to the bed (more or less) and realized I actually look pretty awesome. And to celebrate that moment of self-love I am now going through a shorter playlist of Guns N’ Roses just to keep the good feeling going.

Nothing posted yesterday, boohoo. I was busy sleeping and playing WoW. Still having a cold, but at least I’ve been fever-free since Thursday *knock on wood*. Was hoping to sleep in both yesterday and today but instead I wake up at nine~ish. Well, I guess that is pretty good actually. Need to be able to get up at half past six tomorrow, so ;)

Nathaniel got the fever yesterday. Same as I had, I suppose. He is in Malmö now so I hope he is able to stay put until he feels good enough to travel. It’s not that I don’t want him to come home, but I think he should rest and then travelling would be contra-productive.

Anyway. Need to get going with my day now. I’ll see if I’ll post more today, otherwise you will have to survive until tomorrow (oh nooooes) :P

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Meh.

Well, when I said I was feeling feverish yesterday I wasn’t wrong. I left work earlier and went home to sleep, and when I woke up I had a fever of 39 degrees. Meh. Also, I’ve started coughing again. Feeling a wee bit better today but I don’t think I am in the clear here. Just because things are pretty OK right now (compared to yesterday) doesn’t really mean a thing. Hooray.

So, yeah. I will have to stay home from the party tomorrow. If I am still getting fevers I shouldn’t really leave the apartment. I will have to stay in bed/play computer games instead, even though it would be fun to get out and meet people. Again: Meh.

This means I have been ill for three weeks now. THREE goddamn WEEKS!? Overkill. MEH!

Ohwell. I need to get dressed for work and I hope that you all will keep your fingers crossed that the fever doesn’t return. I am supposed to be training some of our ”new” guys today so need to be able to stand up and answer questions and so forth.

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Now I’m feeling zombiefied

I am feeling very strange today. Almost feverish, but without having a fever. I think I may have been more or less awake half the night and that what I am feeling is sleep deprevation, but I am not sure. Not sure at all. I just know that I really want to go back to bed and sleep another couple of hours. I am drinking a glass of water as I write this, in the hopes that it will help. Don’t want to feel like this at work, that would indeed be sucky :/

There is something I am trying to achieve when dreaming, or lucid dreaming or what is going on. I could be awake too. I hate that I don’t know what is going on. But the last couple of nights I have been chasing some kind of scores, or tokens or something. I just never reach the goal. Meh. So I wake up/leave the bed and I feel incomplete and like a failure. Not a good start of the day, especially when mixed with feeling feverish and weirded out.

Ohwell. Hopefully I’ll feel better when I am properly awake and at work. Otherwise: It is thursday and in two days I can sleep all day if needed. Focus on the positives!

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Zombies crawl; they are not known for awesome running skills

Foto: Mia Schlyter

Old picture, I know, but I don’t have any good recent ones so let’s just pretend I am a redhead again and all will be peachy keen.

And then the wednesday came to an end. This week is practically running away from me! Feels a bit weird to have time flying by this fast again, me spending 2,5 weeks in bed took forever and now it’s been forever and a day. I just want to grab time and sit down for a while and have a nice little chat, instead of having to run like the red queen to catch up with things. Meh.

Was over at Mia’s and Robin’s today for a cup of tea and because Mia had bought me a really sweet gift! It’s an awesome bracelet that is a spider in a web. Looooots of bling on that, I’ll try to put up a picture of it tomorrow :) Thank you Mia, you are really sweet ♥

Will probably be going to a party on saturday, unless my lungs start acting up again. I think it would be nice to get out and meet people a little :) It’s a party at Micke’s and Andreas’ with a 1920′s theme! So I will need to go buy an outfit, but that will be taken care of on friday is the plan ^_^

Ohwell. Going to bed early today, been sleeping really lousy this week so I need to try to get my sleeping hours back to normal again. Nighty night :3

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Hottie of the day ♥

Wendy James of Transvision Vamp :3

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But I never meant to give her AIDS!

Dead tired and a bit off my rock from a very weird dream I just had. Don’t really remember too much, but we were in a game that reminded me of PVP. We were supposed to catch something that looked like socks (?!) from the other team and run with it to our base to put it in some kind of weird machine thingy, and if we  stole their socks we could also give them some kind of curse/disease. I stole both socks from someone I guess was my old gym teacher, and told her she had cancer and AIDS so she wanted to quit playing, but it was all a game and I wanted to tell her that it would only last as long as she stayed in the arena, but I couldn’t becaue that would be giving away the victory.

Woke up and felt disturbed. Hopefully it will be out of my system soon, don’t want to go around all day feeling bad from this dream.

Anyway, got to lvl 85 with my warlock yesterday and started gearing her up some. Fun thing is that after five minutes as 85 she already has better gear than my priest that I dinged over a year ago. Oops. Entered a heroic instance for some gear, but people were very rude to me due to me not doing the best of dps. I left after we had wiped three times – and it wasn’t even my fault we wiped! My dps may suck but fsck you, I know what I am doing! ;(

Wednesday again. Mittwoch, as it is called in german. The middle of the week. Time flies, eh? Still happy to be back. Had a conversation with the cleaing lady at work yesterday and she had missed me. ”You were gone for what, a week?” she said and smiled at me. ”Um, 2,5 weeks actually”. Haha ^_^ I don’t know, it just feels pretty nice to have been missed. That means people actually notice me some when I am around! Perhaps I am not just another nobody?

Not sure what to wear today. I guess I should go raid the wardrobe. Beware of fauns and such though, I’ve heard they are tricky bastards…

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Hottie of the day ♥

And yet another bad guy! Atanas Ilitch in his role of the Driller Killer from Slumber Party Massacre II. A murderer yielding a driller guitar, all clad in black leather and dancing around to awesome rockabilly music? Yeah, I can dig that :)

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All play and no work makes Zombie a dull girl

Sorry about the no-show on the blog yesterday. I was too tired yesterday morning (tbh I am again today, can’t seem to get to fall asleep properly atm…) and when I got home off work I had to farm for my mount (WoW) before we were going to roleplay.

But now I’ve got the mount and I’m done with the roleplaying for this week, so now I have time to write some even though I am reaaaally sleepy, yay!

As you should be aware of if you have been following me for a while now we play Call of Cthulhu, in a 1925 setting, at the moment. Yesterday was supposed to be pretty eventless as we were lacking one player and were going to play on three, but it ended with one of us dying and me going to the hospital after blocking a knife with my stomach. I know, I know. Not the best of ideas. I realize that now, when it’s too late ;)

I am starting to ponder wether or not I should prepare already my next character, seeing as how we are all paper tanks that die on more or less one blow. We cannot soak damage, at all! In all other roleplaying games we have some kind of armor that reduces the damage taken, some, but not in CoC. Ouchies!

Anyway. It is a fun game, even though I am starting to worry about what we will be running into. It’s my first time playing CoC, but I have played (some) Kult previously and yeah, I kind of know where this is going. TO HELL! Eek!

It feels good being back at work. I have been so utterly bored being home alone and ill for 2,5 weeks, so it is nice to have people around me to talk to again ^^ and I am being productive again, yay! All play and no work makes Zombie a dull girl, eh? I like my work :) Just too bad when some of the systems and tools I need to use are acting up, I had to spend almost three hours waiting yesterday before I could get started with the stuff I was going to do. Bah!

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