Drinking tea in dreamland

Photo: Monica Hansson

Just got back from work. My back and neck is aching like hell, but the sun is shining outside and I got a hair cut today, so yeah, can’t really complain that much ^_^

Only problem is that I am really, really tired. Sleepy tired. I don’t think I should go rest though, because that would only mean I won’t be able to fall asleep tonight. Meh. What is a poor zombie to do? …take a shower, of course! Wooo! If I don’t fall asleep or die or pass out of exhaustion I just MAY give you a better picture of my ”new” hair later on. But now… Hot water! Wooo!

Spreading some Zombie love

I feel that this week has been all about opportunities, openings and possibilities. I like that :) It has been a good week, and I am feeling calm and satisfied today. As they say in Spain: Me gusta.

My Stop Staring! dress arrived today. I tore that package open like a motherfucker and put on the dress the same second I stepped inside my door. Egads. That dress. Words cannot describe how incredibly gorgeous it is ”in person”. And it fits me, it fits me so well! I can’t believe how good I look in it. So yes, I am really longing for and looking forward to my birthday party now, so I can wear that dress and rip everyone’s hearts out ^_^

I am listening to the Spookshow right now, singing along at the top of my lungs. God I love this band. Will probably go for a walk in a little while too. I don’t think this friday can actually get better! I am in a really good mood right now ♥

Just wanted to spread some lovin’ :3

No rest for the wicked ones

I decided to take a power walk yesterday, and was really happy to see that I am still able to keep up with the pace I kept 2 months ago. 2 months. Yes, it is about that long, if not longer, since I was taking my walks. It felt really good to be out and about. And then I caught sight of the full moon, and I was lost. Spellbinding. I don’t believe in magic but I believe in instincts, I suppose you could say. And that moon… incredible. I kind of wanted to run inside and fetch my camera, but I don’t have any good view of it from my home, so I gave up on the idea.

Today I feel a wee bit tired legwise, but apart from that it’s all peachy keen. Well, apart from me being INSANELY tired because I woke up in the middle of the night again and thought it was morning. Urrrgh. Tomorrow I am going to sleep until I wake up naturally, hopefully that will make me feel more rested on saturday…

Well, as Cure said: It’s friday I’m in love (I only heard that other Friday song about …once, so it doesn’t disturb me) and I guess this will be a nice day. I think I will MAKE it a nice day, in any case ^_^ /hi-five

Days like these I want to grab the nearest pen and stab you in the brain

Materialist! I like owning things. And I just hung up after upgrading my measly little iPhone 3Gs to an iPhone 4s. /happy dance. Got a really good deal and I will be paying 50SEK less per month for a phone that is pretty much twice as good. Yeah, can’t argue with that ^_^

Today has been a very long day. It started off good but then I started to get really annoyed with some people and the way they handle their work, and then the day was pretty much ruined since I have to try to fix things they mess up. Jolly good. No, really. Makes me giggle happily like a mad panda EVERY TIME. Oh, wait. ;(

Anyway. This wednesday has come to an end and tomorrow it’s thursday. Thursday pass quickly, and fridays are nothing but a big lol until the work day is over. I am most likely going to a party on saturday and then spending the night at the couch of a friend living close by, which will be nice. I feel the need to go out and meet more people, now that I am being all OOC and all! (Out of character – doing thing that are not within my comfort zone)

Will most likely spend the evening with World of Warcraft, but then again I just got the latest issue of Rue Morgue… Hm… :3

Not that I need sleep, but I do

I did the misstake of snoozing before I got up this morning. Not a good idea, at all. I know that I get wayyyy more tired whenever I snooze, and still I do? Silly stupid. Now I am trying to keep my eyes open but every time I blink it feels like it’s getting harder and harder to open the eyes again. And I am not going to get a lot more sleep this weekend, seeing as how I have to get up around 8:30 on Saturday to go to Väla with my brother, and then I am not going back to bed until ~7:00 on Sunday morning due to us going to the club and then going with the first train home in the morning. So yeah, Sunday will be spent in bed because I will be in dire need of sleep. Omg. No idea how I am going to manage this, but it sounded like such a good idea when it first came up! I think I will have to try to get some naps during the day, like a child/old lady. lol.

I was so sleepy yesterday, but all of a sudden my stomach filled up with squeee and then I couldn’t fall asleep when I wanted to. Instead I was wide awake but oh so tired. Very annoying combination tbh, when you want and need to sleep but instead you are staring at the ceiling, picturing one million different possibilities. Silly stupid.

Monday I’ll be going out for a beer with two friends after work. Since I will be asleep all sunday I will be really perky and awake and everything by then, right? …right. Haha. Oh I will be such a mess.

Today I need to remember to bring glasses home from work, because I need to sew today and tomorrow to build that bustle skirt I really need for my outfit. Good thing I don’t do things last second all the time! …oh, wait. :P

Clothes, makeup, 6 feet axe.

Awesome is who awesome does

I forgot all of my glasses (three pairs) at work, so I really shouldn’t be hanging around my computer today. Yet I do. Ohwell.

I bought a lot of fabric after work, I am going to try to make a burlesque bustle skirt for saturday. Plan is to build it tomorrow. I am not fully sure how to make it or even what I want it to look like, but meh. I’ve freestyled clothing before so it’s gonna be awesome because I am awesome!

But, well. If I am awesome… how come I don’t feel awesome? I feel paranoid, insecure and 14 years old. I don’t like that, I want and I need control. This is most likely one of the worst things that can happen to a control freak. Dang nabbit. It will work out fine I am sure, but right now I just want to scream if I am going to be perfectly honest with you. I just wish there was something I could do to magically fix things as I’d want them, but meh. Argh!

I am going to bed early today. My neck has been acting up all day and I’ve been both stiff and in a lot of pain. Hopefully the muscles will reset if I get enough rest..? Will bring a handful of comic albums to bed. I started reading Fables all over again. Om nom :3

So. Good night dear friends and not so dear possible enemies.

Sometimes it’s not that bad

It’s just one of those days. Those good days! I got out of bed and glanced at myself in the full body mirror that is next to the bed (more or less) and realized I actually look pretty awesome. And to celebrate that moment of self-love I am now going through a shorter playlist of Guns N’ Roses just to keep the good feeling going.

Nothing posted yesterday, boohoo. I was busy sleeping and playing WoW. Still having a cold, but at least I’ve been fever-free since Thursday *knock on wood*. Was hoping to sleep in both yesterday and today but instead I wake up at nine~ish. Well, I guess that is pretty good actually. Need to be able to get up at half past six tomorrow, so ;)

Nathaniel got the fever yesterday. Same as I had, I suppose. He is in Malmö now so I hope he is able to stay put until he feels good enough to travel. It’s not that I don’t want him to come home, but I think he should rest and then travelling would be contra-productive.

Anyway. Need to get going with my day now. I’ll see if I’ll post more today, otherwise you will have to survive until tomorrow (oh nooooes) :P