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I feel pretty, now I have value!*

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Photography: Mia Schlyter

Just got out of the shower, after putting some more dye into my hair and eyebrows. Now, for a week or two, I will feel like spooktactular Zombie again, before the roots are visible again and the brows have lost their red touch. Ohwell. I will feel pretty at least for a while! ;)

Apart from some sidetracking and labyrinthine thoughts of the dark kind, I am still high on happiness and love here. I can’t believe that I will be working for a new company in just two months! Yes, I repeat myself, but fuck you because I am happy and this is MY blog :P

Looking forward to this weeken when I will go out clubbing with Lotta. Finally time for some Distortion again! And if I can find a fitting top I will be wearing my uber-tight leopard spandex pants. They are so tight and thin they make me look nekkid. And, um, leopard spotted. Err. Anyway! Awesome ass amirite? (not really, but I will pretend I look good in them and my good friend Alcohol will help out there ^^)

I am also hoping that Paret Hårdrock will be joining me! I went out for a beer with them last month which was really fun, and also much more rock ’n’ roll than all the tweenyboppers and fashionistas and their blog meet-ups. We listened to some rough music and had beer, so yeah. Metal! .\,,/

Today I am still hungover from the wine I had on monday. My original plan was to spend Walpurgis finishing the paint job in the living room, but Thomas decided that I should go to Gothenburg to party with him and his friends so he actually drove all the way to Scania to pick me up. The fuck? Well, that was awesome and I had a really good time, even though I somehow finished a *whole* bottle of red wine (Motörhead Shiraz, ofc) and ended up falling asleep on the couch when the rest of the people were listening to music on Youtube. Ohwell. I am tiny and pretty cute when I sleep so people are mostly OK with me falling asleep randomly :)

Still got one wall left to paint in the living room though, but I will do that tomorrow since Nath is working late today and I can’t move the heavy furniture on my own. Urgh. Damn these thin arms of mine ;(

Ohwell. Kisses and hugs, kiddos ^_^

*if you know where this quote is from you’ve got my undying love! Or at least some of it :3

Witchery

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Photograhpy: Ricard Hellberg

By now you are all probably aware of the fact that I am a control freak, at least of this is not your first visit to my blog. But then you should be aware of it anyway from reading that first sentence so yeah. Control freak.

BUT. Every now and then I get some really crazy urges that I want and need to do stuff. Like when I tried to find someone to take a beer with me at 10PM yesterday, after having spent the day at home being perfectly happy with working on my own and watching movies. I was all dressed up with nowhere to go, as the saying goes. Now I found out that there’s a masquerade party in Gothenburg on friday that I’d like to go to, but unless I find anyone to go with and somewhere to sleep it’s not going to happen. I am not going to do the same mistake as when me and Ricard went to Deep and were going to take the first train home. Also, I think the club in Gothenburg closes earlier than 5AM..?

Anyway. Will most likely just stay at home anyway, but yeah. I like dressing up and even though I don’t have that much to chose from (lies!) I think I could get some kind of cool outfit going :)

I don’t know why I get these impulsive urges. It’s always been like that, and as long as I can still work some kind of PLAN into it I don’t mind. I have written about this before; about my trip to Denmark and about the LARP I went to last summer, where I had absolutely no plans except for when the bus/plane was leaving. I know how stressed out I can get and that it’s not unusual that I get some kind of panic attacks from this, so I don’t know why I keep trying to force myself into these situations where I don’t have the control I need. I am a strange creature, that’s for sure.

But yeah. It would have been nice to have been going out for a beer yesterday. Perhaps I can find someone to go for a beer with me today..? Problem is I don’t know if I am in the mood for going out today, haha :D

I just need to break down the awkward and shy side of me and work on the outgoing version. I can do it, right? Ganbatte ne! (>^.^)>

I’ll keep you updated on my progress :P

Hoc est corpus

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Photography: Ricard Hellberg

I was bored so I dressed up in my prettylicious witch costume and ventured into the woods of Helsingborg to pose with candles and a stuffed plastic raven. You know, the normal thing to do on Easter/any given saturday.

Got a few more to show, but I’ll post them later on :)

Beer and blood

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Too little zombieism in this blog, methinks. I should be dressed up in fake blood more often to prove to you why I am the Zombie and nothing else! The Voodoo Bunny. The Carnivore. Mmmmeat.

So yes. I am on the lookout for a photographer who’s up for a bloody zombie photoshoot. I need new pictures so I don’t have to use those old teenager pictures of me to illustrate my posts :D I want mud, blood and meat! …aaaand perhaps there will be some pinup poses involved aswell ^^

I have my current photoshoots collected at my webpage. ”What, does people still use webpages nowadays?” my boss asked, and well, I do. So if you want to see my photoshoots in all their glory, it’s where it’s at :) I may throw in some of the really oldschool pictures of me (age 19 and up) but prolly not. Really bad quality there…

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The plan for tonight is to dress up a bit and go out for a beer. It IS S:t Patrick’s Day, afterall, so staying home and sober would be pretty boring ;) Won’t be drinking much though, I am having my birthday party in a week and I was out partying a week ago, so not really in any need of going really wild with booze today ;) …also I kind of looked through what I had been telling a certain person when I was drinking wine last week and I think that is enough revelations for now ;D ♥ Have to keep SOME kind of mystery to my self, haven’t I? :P

Leap year!

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We actually managed to finish what we were supposed to finish yesterday! Also, it is kind of a bad sign if you have already agreed that we are NOT going to quit playing until we are all done! …and then you start yawning at 8PM. Oops. We stopped playing around 11PM, so yeah, was kind of tired at that point. Lost a couple of sanity points but managed to regain most of them. Hrm. I am just happy as long as the baroness actually survives, haha ^^

So far so good, I really like Call of Cthulhu! Would have wanted to participate in a Kult campaign too, but no one owns any of the books so that’s isn’t the easiest thing to accomplish. Bah. We’re keeping all eyes open, though.

Right. So I am insanely tired right now and more or less just REALLY want to crawl back to my resting place. Urrrgh. Tired Zombie is tired ;( Buuut half the week has almost passed (again?!) and even though my mother is coming to visit this weekend I will be able to catch up on *some* sleep at leat. Woooo.

The pictures that were taken of me and Ricard this weekend was uploaded yesterday! I’m going to ask the photographer if it is OK that I put them here, otherwise you can go to www.bennytillberg.se and take a look in his gallery; I am the one wearing a black and white striped shirt and a corset with ribs on it :) Really happy with how those pictures turned out, I usually don’t look good on pictures on the first try ^^

Yesssh… it HAS to be time for a photoshoot soon, right? I have two locations in mind, just need to remember to check up if there are any way to rent/borrow  those for an hour or two for some awesomenice pictures. REMEMBER THIS. I also have other stuff I need to fix. REMEMBER THIS AS WELL. Caps takes care of things, pew pew!

Efterlyses: Lokal där jag kan posera i underkläder utan att det känns awkward!

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Foto: Mia Schlyter

Gammal bild. Favorit i repris. Bästa bilden EVAR.

Är sugen på att ut och fotografera/modella igen, men saknar bra plats. Skulle vilja ta lite söta pinupbilder typ, men jag behöver en vettig location. Typ som Ebbas fik eller Madame Moustasche. Kanske man skulle höra av sig dit och fråga om man får låna lokal i typ en timme..? Någon som annars har bra förslag på platser där man kan pinuppa sig lite? Tänkte nog inte ens vara insmetad i blod denna gång! :)

Fredagen den trettonde. Nice. TGIF! Ge mig internet nu så kan jag ha en bra helg! Vill spela WoW! Dör lite på att sitta såhär yxigt via mobil och IE för att kunna ha kontakt med omvärlden. FFS! Men ja. Så går det när man har en dålig internetleverantör antar jag :/

Somnade med typ nyduschat hår igår, så är lagom rufsig i håret idag. Funderar på vad jag kan göra för kul av det utan att behöva blöta ner det igen, är inte helt sugen på att sitta med blött hår hela dagen. Egads vad långt hår torkar långsamt! Jag minns minsann när jag hade pojkkort hår, det torkade på två minuter! Nu kan man sätta upp håret på morgonen och när man tar ur snodden på kvällen har man fortfarande blött hår, wat.

Men alltså, jag klagar ju inte egentligen. Eftersom mitt mål är att få långt hår igen så är det ju smällar man får ta. Jag skulle ju rent logiskt kunna gå och klippa mig – överväger NÄSTAN att klippa page bara för att få bort det slitna samt få allt hår i samma längd, men jag vill ju så gärna kunna ha det uppsatt. Försätter att försöka kura det istället, jag är envis och dum i huvudet ;)