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Fun and games vs. Serious business

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Started playing Draw Something today, name is Eeriesistable if you want to add me :) As you can see above you are to fear my painting skills, mwahahaha :D I forgot to take the screenshot before clicking send, so I had to take my ss after Niklas had finished solving the word ;)

Apart from that it’s been a pretty dull day. Some drama at work when people realized that most of the sites people visit daily have been blocked. I felt so isolated when I couldn’t log onto Gmail! Gah! Good thing I have my phone, phew.

More drama at Facebook tonight, but in a way it is good drama, I suppose. A (jewish) friend was tagged in a picture that was anti-semite and a lot of his friends (me included) have been debating with the guy owning the picture to untag our friend or take down the picture. I am sad that my friend was tagged to begin with (by a totally different person than the owner of the picture, it turned out) but I found it heartwarming to see how many that actually joined in in trying to untag our friend. People surprise me sometimes, and it is not always unpleasant  ^_^

Party tomorrow! Have done some cleaning tonight but will finish cleaning tomorrow. It is getting late and I want to get some rest before staying up all night tomorrow ;)

Good night ^^

Zzzombie

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I don’t snooze. Well, sometimes I do, but I always regret the decision when the alarm rings for the second time because I am so much more tired at that point. I didn’t snooze today, I just fell asleep again anyway. Fsck. Well, I woke up 15 minutes later and panicked, so it’s all good, but still.

Yesterday after finishing eating a big sub with chicken and bacon I fell asleep on the couch. Slept there for two hours, woke up and realized that 1) it is 10PM and 2) my right arm has gone numb since I slept on it. Oops. Brushed my teeth and went to bed, and I thought I wouldn’t be able to sleep the whole night through but apart from waking up a quickie around 4AM I was proven wrong, wooo :)

…so, of course, I am insanely tired today from getting too much sleep :D
Yes, boils and ghouls, this little zombie is never satisfied with what she get, haha :D Noo, that is not true. It only counts when it comes to sleep :P

Tomorrow is the birthday party yay! Ordered a cake yesterday since I can’t be arsed with baking one this year, need to tidy up the place and I don’t want to go around smelling of chocolate cake all night even though I understand some people would find that charming.

For those of you who are wondering when (if) you should congratulate me for having survived yet another year as a zombie, it’s on tuesday that I officially grow a year older. And I have such plans for this year, just you wait! I am still working on all the preparations for what I want to achieve, so sooner or later you are going to be able to take part in it or at least know about it ^_^

But now I need clothes and probably a shot of adrenaline, haha. Have a nice day and don’t forget: It’s friday I’m in love.

And my cell phone cannibalizes itself, what’s up with that?

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I had these really weird dreams about photography, and I was in a park photographing one girl I am friends with at Facebook and then suddenly she turned into Emelie and she tried to teach me how to shoot portraits. …well, at least this night I know I did get some sleep ;)

My mother gave me a pair of new Doc Martens for birthday gift, so the plan is that I am going to start using them today so that I can get used to them, and make them used to my feet. I have a vision of a world in pain, so most likely I’ll just walk awkardly to work with them and then take them off :D I’ll try to see if I can get a picture of them to show you ^^ I COULD give you a link to them, but meh.

Here’s what I wore to work yesterday:
People have been asking to see the *full* pinafore skirt, since every time I show it it’s in a headshot where only the ”suspenders” are shown. So here you go, now stop asking for better pictures :D (such a fashionista zombie!) The skirt is from Asos and they don’t sell it anymore. Shirt + stockings from H&M. Being an awesome zombie is genetic so can’t help you there.

Fashion blogging! Not really my cup of liquids, eh? :P

This is where I am god

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Not sure how much I’ve slept tonight. It feels as if I’ve been awake all night, but I know that I have dreamt stuff so nah. I dreamt of some kind of apocalyptic world with lots of fire and water, and we were trying to stay alive and hid in some kind of apartment house that was at a vacation resort. Something in the dream was based on me watching RPDR yesterday, but no idea what that was about. Malmö today was also involved. Hrm.

I feel numb today. A bit from sleeping, but also a bit from trying to keep sane even though people are acting strange. Not only the thing at work that I wrote about yesterday, but… meh. I dunno. I guess I am putting too much thought into it. It is one of my flaws; I am very good at assigning other people feelings, thoughts and emotions without actually *asking* them. BUT, I only do this when it’s a negative thing for me, so I don’t go around thinking people like me but the other way around. Yes… it is a funny little world I dwell in… :P

Going down to Malmö today for some adventures. It will be fun, and nice to get away even if it is no longer than an hour away. Was hoping some of my friends in Malmö could meet me for some eatings when I’m finished, but I guess people are too busy on a wednesday evening. Ohwell. I’ll just grab a hot dog at the station before going home :)

I just need to keep my thoughts focused and I need to concentrate on what I want to achieve instead of finding all these little rabbit holes to fall into. I miscredit myself way too much. I think. Anyway, gonna go get dressed now. What kind of attention whorish outfit should I wear today..? :P

Doe-eyed nerd girl

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Just got home from work. I am tired and watching RuPaul’s Drag Race untucked and hoping to find a torrent for yesterday’s episode soon… I have heard about some juicy drama, mwaha :3 I want to seee iiiiit!

I am thinking about writing some more RPDR posts here, for my own sake tbh, but not sure if I will bore you with my rants about pretty queens and dramas and whatnots?

Work drama. Yes. Today I have been dressed as shown above. Black pants, longarmed blue/black shirt and grey washed out Batman shirt from children’s department at H&M (le fashion blog here!). Not sure if this is still attention whoring? This is pretty much what I wear to work… /shrug

Feeling chubby today. I have gained weight again. Pro: Ze butt. It is le awesome right now :3 Con: The tummy. I am chubbylicious :( meh meh meh. Should I go back to liquids again? :P (not cereal guys, don’t worry :P)

I’ll turn 28 in a week but I am still only 12

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I learned from a friend yesterday that people are talking about me in my working place. I swear, sometimes that office reminds me more of a daycare center than a working place, with all the silly drama that is going on.

It seems that people think I am an ”attention whore” for dressing different. I can only guess that it is my different looks that is attracting these thoughts from people, because even though I wear skirts I don’t really have shorter skirts than the other girls, and I reall never go with a cleavage since I think that looks really tarty. So I guess that even though I am pretty much covered from top to toe this is still enough for me to be ”whoring for attention”. What is this I don’t even.

I shouldn’t care. I know. Let them have their silly drama and just ignore them. But fuck that, because words still hurt. Deep down I still carry my 12 year old self around, and she is sad from hearing that people are still talking about me. I dress the way I do because I like it, because my clothes represent me and because I want to look good. Is that really that weird..?

/shrug. I dunno. People are just so damn judgemental. I guess I am too, but I don’t talk behind stranger’s backs, saying that they are this and that and lol.

I just need to get out of the sandbox before I really start being a bitter person. I don’t like this. I want to be happy and joyful and, goddamnit, down straight NAÏVE at times. Instead I am bitter, depressed and cynical. La di da.

Ohwell. Time to get dressed for another day of attention whoring, I guess…

Trying to inspire people to read – the pinup approach!

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Well, this night I got to sleep until five before I woke up. Progress, I suppose. Woo. Still hoping for a full night of undisturbed sleep though, but yeah. When that happens I’ll celebrate with a shot of vodka (please happen during the weekend, please happen during the weekend).

Thursday! Yes, I keep naming the days even though you should all know them when you click in here. Not sure why I do it, but I’ll pretend it’s because I wanted to be a teacher when I was younger and therefore am trying to educate you lot. ABC, this is a snake, don’t take candy from strangers, these are the weekdays. How am I doing so far? :)

Well, to be frank, I *was* kind of thinking of becoming a librarian last year. Not sure if I’m over that thought yet, so who knows. Zombie librarian! ”Braaaaains… oh, and you forgot to return your book, here’s your fine for $10.”

Read more books!

So yeah anyway. Zombie librarian is kind of as cool as a zombie nurse, and even though I have a couple of nurse’s outfits I wouldn’t want to become a nurse, so I guess librarian would be the second best thing then, eh?

Right-oh. THURSDAY. Nevermind the rest, haha. I just got out of the shower and since I can’t find my bath robe I am currently wearing two towels and a blanket. So, um, kind of need to go get dressed. But nice talking to y’all!

(also that hair color in the picture? lousy ratty blonde? yeah, my natural color. i know, i know. it is horrible in a bad way. so yeah. artificial color ftw!)