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Blondes probably have more fun, but only when dressed like this

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Oh hai, I can has yellow hair? kkthxbai

Yeah, anyhooo. I am not sure why, but even though I prefer myself with black or red hair, I always end up with a head full of blonde and then I keep it for a while (no, not now, still brunette, don’t worry) even though I don’t really like it. I just keep imagining that I look classy and awesome, and then I look at the pictures and I wonder JUST WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKNG?!

I was born a blonde, but I have a very dark grayish tone of hair and I don’t like that. And I don’t like having that really yellow/orange blonde I get when I bleach it. I kind of only like the red and the black. Um. And still I’ve got all these pictures, from different periods, where I am again trying out to be a blonde.

And you know what..? It’s gonna happen again. Just you wait and see, I will be blonde before you know what hit you. But not now. Now, I want it to be red. Glorious red. Fake ginger. ohgods.

So anyway. What I kind of wanted to say was ”gosh, that really doesn’t look like me on that picture lol!” and also that that robe makes me look chubby.

And again: I miss my old kitchen! Waaaaaah! :(

Trying to inspire people to read – the pinup approach!

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Well, this night I got to sleep until five before I woke up. Progress, I suppose. Woo. Still hoping for a full night of undisturbed sleep though, but yeah. When that happens I’ll celebrate with a shot of vodka (please happen during the weekend, please happen during the weekend).

Thursday! Yes, I keep naming the days even though you should all know them when you click in here. Not sure why I do it, but I’ll pretend it’s because I wanted to be a teacher when I was younger and therefore am trying to educate you lot. ABC, this is a snake, don’t take candy from strangers, these are the weekdays. How am I doing so far? :)

Well, to be frank, I *was* kind of thinking of becoming a librarian last year. Not sure if I’m over that thought yet, so who knows. Zombie librarian! ”Braaaaains… oh, and you forgot to return your book, here’s your fine for $10.”

Read more books!

So yeah anyway. Zombie librarian is kind of as cool as a zombie nurse, and even though I have a couple of nurse’s outfits I wouldn’t want to become a nurse, so I guess librarian would be the second best thing then, eh?

Right-oh. THURSDAY. Nevermind the rest, haha. I just got out of the shower and since I can’t find my bath robe I am currently wearing two towels and a blanket. So, um, kind of need to go get dressed. But nice talking to y’all!

(also that hair color in the picture? lousy ratty blonde? yeah, my natural color. i know, i know. it is horrible in a bad way. so yeah. artificial color ftw!)

Belly dancing, drugs and chip tunes? Seems about right!

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The mix of artists and genres here is pretty lol :D But yeah, that is pretty much me: confused when it comes to music, can’t really say I only listen to one thing but instead I listen to everything I like and careface on the rest.

Most of my playlists on Spotify are hidden though, since I kind of still have problems sharing ALL the music I like. Um. You know, when you’ve been bullied through most of school for listening to the ”wrong kind” of music one gets a little… careful with what to let on and not. So. All the embarrassing stuff I listen to is for my eyes only, nyah nyah!

BUT! If anyone is interested I can make you a playlist with some of the more awesome stuff I listen to, because sharing is caring and I like trying to brainwash people into listening to my music ♥

Questions? :P

Suddenly: Wednesday

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Wednesdays. They kind of sneak up on you, don’t they? Or is it just me failing my perception rolls on a weekly basis..? I mean, I should be prepare for a wednesday after a tuesday, but still. Sneaky fuckers.

Rolled my character for Dark Heresy yesterday! I think this will be a very interesting char to play, due to the background and all. She is going to be dangerous, but not in the same way as any of my previous characters – this one is just going to be fucking MAD. Her name is Sister Severine Ephrael, she is a cleric and due to reasons I am not going to mention she is a flagellant. Her aim is to become a Witch Finde, and yeah. Dangerous. :3 BUT, a word to the ones of you that may know my previous characters; She is alike neither Hedwig (the saint!) nor Ophelia, so don’t worry. I am not repeating myself here :) I am actually trying out something new, hehe ^^

So. Wednesday. I think I may aim for taking a walk tonight to be honest, I still have the need to get out and about, so yeah. As we say here in Sweden: Rör på dököttet! :P

Bang bang

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Sometimes I think about cutting bangs again. I like bangs. I look good in bangs. But, I have this little evil twirl on one side of my forhead that fucks it all up, so it is so much work to get the bangs to stay down and look OK. If I go outside and the wind comes at me the bangs is messed up as soon as look at it, which sucks. And still I can’t get the thought out of my head… I don’t think I’ll cut it though, because I really like being able to pull all the hair away from my face and put it in a pony tail without having it hanging in the way of my eyes, so there. It’s just me being stuck again.

Today I have passed the mirror a couple of times and thought the thought that I kind of look like a dark brown-haired Snow White. Not a bad thought, not at all. I like it :) It almost makes me want to go back to black, haha. But nah, I’ll keep it brown for now. Brown and without bangs, that’s the way it should be I think.

…or red. But that will be back soon enough :) I’ll enjoy being a brunette for a while now, and then I’ll go redhead again.

ANYWAY this is boring so yeah, whatever. What I really wanted to say is this: I am tired and going to bed now. Good night :3

Personality defined by hair

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Quite often I really do miss my undercut. It made me look cool and as if I had something interesting to say. I think I look too normal nowadays, with this awkwardly half-long, brownish hair with really splitted ends. Meh. Yesterday I was holding up my hair to see if I should go get it cut a wee bit shorter, you know, so that it ends somewhere between my jaw line and my ears. But meh. I like that I am able to gather it all and put it on my head, so I won’t be cutting it anytime soon.

Allright, so as the edit says I actually bought that red dress yesterday. It is going to take 7-14 days before it arrives, and it is a little less than four weeks to my birthday, so I fully expect to be able to wear it at my party. I am all SQUEEE about it! The brand is Stop Staring!, and even though I only have two dresses (and a pair of pants) from them so far, it is clearly one of my favorite brands. They differ from swedish brands because they actually sew clothes for girls with real curves, the kind I have. I have boobs, I have a smaller waist and I have wide hips, but since most of the clothes here in Sweden are sewn for chicks that are equally wide over these three parts I can’t buy a tight dress that is supposed to hug all three areas, because it will be too big over the stomach/waist if I am to fit my boobage and hips in there. MEH! Buuuut Stop Staring! actually understands that there are thin chicks with boobs, hooray! :3 So I already know that unless I fucked up picking my size the dress will be a perfect fit ♥

Tomorrow my mom comes to visit! So we are going out to Väla on saturday for some serious shopping. Not sure if I will get anything though, I will prolly only buy if I find anything fun but I am not really looking to expand my wardrobe at the moment. But yeah, sure, perhaps some cute spring outfits? We’ve had sun and warmth the last couple of days, so spring is clearly on it’s way, yay! It kind of make my goth side cringe, but I really get happy from seeing the sun ^^ So yeah. A clearly ungothic ”squeee!” is in it’s place here, I think.

Time to get ready for the working day. Again the week seem to run away, run away. Wasn’t it Monday like …yesterday?

Also, btw: It is now 26 days until my birthday! (27/3) Prepare the countdown!

Everything a Zombie needs: Something to wear and tentacles

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So today has been a day of wants and needs and must-haves. I accidentally stumbled upon the most lovely dress and I am going to buy it because I need it, I love it and I can’t live without it. And it is red, RED! How can a girl say no? Imagine this with my blue/red Iron Fist pumps and I will tear your heart out and eat it :3

And then, after browsing Etsy for shit and giggles I find these. My jaw is dropped, my heart is pounding and I think I am in love. I can’t see how my life can continue if I cannot own these. They are BEYOND perfect, and I need them, I want them!

So yeah. Good thing a) I have money left over after paying all the bills and b) It’s my birthday this month. ”Oh, mooooom….”

 

Edit:  Red dress be mine. Bye bye money ^_^