Sometimes it’s not that bad

It’s just one of those days. Those good days! I got out of bed and glanced at myself in the full body mirror that is next to the bed (more or less) and realized I actually look pretty awesome. And to celebrate that moment of self-love I am now going through a shorter playlist of Guns N’ Roses just to keep the good feeling going.

Nothing posted yesterday, boohoo. I was busy sleeping and playing WoW. Still having a cold, but at least I’ve been fever-free since Thursday *knock on wood*. Was hoping to sleep in both yesterday and today but instead I wake up at nine~ish. Well, I guess that is pretty good actually. Need to be able to get up at half past six tomorrow, so ;)

Nathaniel got the fever yesterday. Same as I had, I suppose. He is in Malmö now so I hope he is able to stay put until he feels good enough to travel. It’s not that I don’t want him to come home, but I think he should rest and then travelling would be contra-productive.

Anyway. Need to get going with my day now. I’ll see if I’ll post more today, otherwise you will have to survive until tomorrow (oh nooooes) :P

But I never meant to give her AIDS!

Dead tired and a bit off my rock from a very weird dream I just had. Don’t really remember too much, but we were in a game that reminded me of PVP. We were supposed to catch something that looked like socks (?!) from the other team and run with it to our base to put it in some kind of weird machine thingy, and if we  stole their socks we could also give them some kind of curse/disease. I stole both socks from someone I guess was my old gym teacher, and told her she had cancer and AIDS so she wanted to quit playing, but it was all a game and I wanted to tell her that it would only last as long as she stayed in the arena, but I couldn’t becaue that would be giving away the victory.

Woke up and felt disturbed. Hopefully it will be out of my system soon, don’t want to go around all day feeling bad from this dream.

Anyway, got to lvl 85 with my warlock yesterday and started gearing her up some. Fun thing is that after five minutes as 85 she already has better gear than my priest that I dinged over a year ago. Oops. Entered a heroic instance for some gear, but people were very rude to me due to me not doing the best of dps. I left after we had wiped three times – and it wasn’t even my fault we wiped! My dps may suck but fsck you, I know what I am doing! ;(

Wednesday again. Mittwoch, as it is called in german. The middle of the week. Time flies, eh? Still happy to be back. Had a conversation with the cleaing lady at work yesterday and she had missed me. ”You were gone for what, a week?” she said and smiled at me. ”Um, 2,5 weeks actually”. Haha ^_^ I don’t know, it just feels pretty nice to have been missed. That means people actually notice me some when I am around! Perhaps I am not just another nobody?

Not sure what to wear today. I guess I should go raid the wardrobe. Beware of fauns and such though, I’ve heard they are tricky bastards…

All play and no work makes Zombie a dull girl

Sorry about the no-show on the blog yesterday. I was too tired yesterday morning (tbh I am again today, can’t seem to get to fall asleep properly atm…) and when I got home off work I had to farm for my mount (WoW) before we were going to roleplay.

But now I’ve got the mount and I’m done with the roleplaying for this week, so now I have time to write some even though I am reaaaally sleepy, yay!

As you should be aware of if you have been following me for a while now we play Call of Cthulhu, in a 1925 setting, at the moment. Yesterday was supposed to be pretty eventless as we were lacking one player and were going to play on three, but it ended with one of us dying and me going to the hospital after blocking a knife with my stomach. I know, I know. Not the best of ideas. I realize that now, when it’s too late ;)

I am starting to ponder wether or not I should prepare already my next character, seeing as how we are all paper tanks that die on more or less one blow. We cannot soak damage, at all! In all other roleplaying games we have some kind of armor that reduces the damage taken, some, but not in CoC. Ouchies!

Anyway. It is a fun game, even though I am starting to worry about what we will be running into. It’s my first time playing CoC, but I have played (some) Kult previously and yeah, I kind of know where this is going. TO HELL! Eek!

It feels good being back at work. I have been so utterly bored being home alone and ill for 2,5 weeks, so it is nice to have people around me to talk to again ^^ and I am being productive again, yay! All play and no work makes Zombie a dull girl, eh? I like my work :) Just too bad when some of the systems and tools I need to use are acting up, I had to spend almost three hours waiting yesterday before I could get started with the stuff I was going to do. Bah!

Girls dancing around in their underwear? Never happened to me.

Well, I suppose I should write something here today. I have spent the day playing WoW (soooo close to getting the warlock to 85 now!) so I haven’t been very productive today. Watched some movies when playing though! Slumber Party Massacre 1-3. VERY weird trilogy of movies, and I never really understood if the third one had ANYTHING to do with the two first, apart from the murderer using the same murder weapon and the story being pretty much the same.

American sleepovers. Such a weird subject! Chicks drinking a lot of beer and wine and removing their clothing and dancing around. Hm. Never happened to me back in the days when I actually hung out with females ;) We used to watch movies, mostly. We went to the video store to rent a couple of movies and then we ate candy and watched movies. That is pretty much it. Depending on wether or not I was slacker enough to put up the extra bed in my room or not we actually slept in the same bed at times. Ooooo! :P

Anyway. FINALLY going back to work tomorrow! Two and a half week spent in bed and I am so tired of being this unproductive! Also, roleplaying tomorrow since Ola couldn’t play on tuesday. My guess is that he is doing some kind of Valentine’s Day-related thingamajig with his girlfriend. Pssh. Valentine’s Day is really overrated, and I am not only saying that because I am single :P

Going to bed now so I can be somewhat rested before work tomorrow. Sleep tight :3

All that glitters is gold

Who am I? A chameleon, nerd, fashionista, cinephile, gamer, party girl and a hard working person with high morals. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and I wonder who it is I am looking at. Depending on mood and a lot of other factors I can either be on top of the world, or the lowest worm there is to find. At the moment I am, sadly, most often swinging towards the second option; worm. I keep having a hard time finding things that make me happy, and I am not sure if that is only because of the depression or if there is more to it. I can pinpoint a few things that I know for sure are making me sad, but pointing out the problems is not going to solve anything.

I try to keep my santiy by playing WoW and reading. At the moment I am reading Pratchett, which is always a good thing. I should be reading ”Snuff” (Pratchett’s latest book) but I am currently diving into the books about the Ramtop witches. I mean, how to resist? :P
WoW is also good in that way. It kills off the brain and all of a sudden I have spent 10 hours doing practically nothing. It is not productive in any way, but I like all the options I’ve got and I like the social parts of it, especially now with the Real-ID option.

Yeah. Kind of like that. This post is really not saying anything at all. I just think that writing is another of those things that kind of help me keep my sanity. So there.

To shop or not to shop?

I browsed around yesterday, looking for something but I didn’t know what. I put a lot of stuff on my wish list for my 28th birtday in March. And then I found that something. It turned out to be two shirts and two dresses. Ouch. Can’t really afford that, can I? I coullllld perhaps afford the two shirts, but what with the upcoming burlesque club the last weekend of February I think I better turn my coins and not buy new clothing right now. Need to get me some tickets and I think also some fabric so I can build a skirt-thingy. Meh. First world problems: Complaining that I can’t buy new shit because I have to buy new shit. lol.

Ohwell. I will ponder upon this for a while. I have been bedridden for over two weeks so it’s not like I have anything else to do with my money. Well, I could of course, you know, SAVE them for a rainy day. I guess that is what I will end up doing anyway. But yeah. Want those shirts. I’ll get back to you on this.

I thought it was Sunday today. Got confused when I looked at my phone and it said Saturday. lolwut? I just got an extra day! Yay! But yeah, as I am still recovering from pneumonia I will spend this day and most likely also tomorrow playing WoW, watching movies and sleeping. I sound like a very fat person when I breathe since I cannot use the full capacity of my lungs, so I breathe heavily and out-of-breath. trolol. I don’t like that :P

Ok, back to WoW. I have a mount to farm for!

När att vara alldaglig anses vara mer alternativt än att vara alternativ

Lotta till vänster, jag till höger. Från sommaren 2010 på Vogon :)

Jag saknar faktiskt min undercut. Det har jag sagt tidigare, men ja. Det kvarstår. Kommer däremot inte att klippa det så igen inom en överskådlig framtid, för jag saknar även att ha hår ner till midjan och det motverkas ju lite om jag klipper bort håret på halva skallen :P

Jag är förvirrad över hur många som springer runt med undercuts nu för tiden för övrigt. Är det helt plötsligt trendigt, eller har folk helt enkelt skaffat sig lite vettig musikstil att styla sig efter? Är jag månne omgiven av synthare? oO

Jag tror dock på trender. Modeskaparna tar ju hela tiden inspiration från det alternativa. Hittills har väl både goth, rockabilly, visual kei och fetisch-scenen fått stå ut med att vara senaste modet… Så ja. Vi alternativa är väl inte så alternativa längre. På gott och ont. Lättare att hitta kläder till vettiga priser (~ish) men kanske inte så kul att se någon stå i en bandtröja, glatt försöka diskutera musiken med personen och få en tom blick till svar för de har ju bara köpt tröjan för att den är SNYGG och inte för att de supporterar bandet. Tro mig, det har hänt och det gör mig lika frustrerad varje gång.

Ute snöar det något så förbannat (men det är fint!) och om typ 6 timmar skall jag ta buss till flygplatsen och åka till öjn. Dör lite grann när jag tänker på hur fint det skall bli att få komma hem, men är samtidigt sjukt nervös (som jag alltid blir av att resa, oavsett färdmedel) och försöker att inte tänka för mycket på det eftersom magen är ett stormande hav just nu. Så jag spelar WoW och stänger av hjärnan lite.

Typ så.