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Suddenly: Wednesday

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Wednesdays. They kind of sneak up on you, don’t they? Or is it just me failing my perception rolls on a weekly basis..? I mean, I should be prepare for a wednesday after a tuesday, but still. Sneaky fuckers.

Rolled my character for Dark Heresy yesterday! I think this will be a very interesting char to play, due to the background and all. She is going to be dangerous, but not in the same way as any of my previous characters – this one is just going to be fucking MAD. Her name is Sister Severine Ephrael, she is a cleric and due to reasons I am not going to mention she is a flagellant. Her aim is to become a Witch Finde, and yeah. Dangerous. :3 BUT, a word to the ones of you that may know my previous characters; She is alike neither Hedwig (the saint!) nor Ophelia, so don’t worry. I am not repeating myself here :) I am actually trying out something new, hehe ^^

So. Wednesday. I think I may aim for taking a walk tonight to be honest, I still have the need to get out and about, so yeah. As we say here in Sweden: Rör på dököttet! :P

Nothing changes the fact that I am a girl, but the fact that I am a girl changes nothing

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I had all these weird dreams about being pregnant and having a baby. The dreams were strongly influenced by some of the mom-blogs I read, but still very strange. And then I woke up an hour before my alarm and I had to try to fall back to sleep again. I am pretty sure I did not succeed in that, because I am really tired right now and I almost feel dizzy.

Yesterday I transferred my paladin to Stormreaver to start levelling her aswell. So I have two healers at 85, one at 82 and one at 62 at the moment. I like healing :3 I can’t really say that playing a healer is something that is particularly ”girly” either, even though people have made that kind of comment. The majority of the girls I know that play WoW play dps, and they usually go for the warlocks or hunters. All the healers I know and have played with are men, with one or two exceptions. So meh, can’t really say that I think that ”healing is girly!”. People are still entitled to their opinions, though ;)

My mother comes to visit today so my plan is to go take a fika at Ebba’s after work while waiting for my brother to end his shift. And tomorrow we are going to Väla to spend a lot of money on useless shopping, haha ^^ Nah, but I kind of need a pair of good spring shoes and perhaps some cute outfits now that the sun is back to haunt us :) Haven’t seen my mom since mid-December so will be nice to be able to spend some time with her :)

Leap year!

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We actually managed to finish what we were supposed to finish yesterday! Also, it is kind of a bad sign if you have already agreed that we are NOT going to quit playing until we are all done! …and then you start yawning at 8PM. Oops. We stopped playing around 11PM, so yeah, was kind of tired at that point. Lost a couple of sanity points but managed to regain most of them. Hrm. I am just happy as long as the baroness actually survives, haha ^^

So far so good, I really like Call of Cthulhu! Would have wanted to participate in a Kult campaign too, but no one owns any of the books so that’s isn’t the easiest thing to accomplish. Bah. We’re keeping all eyes open, though.

Right. So I am insanely tired right now and more or less just REALLY want to crawl back to my resting place. Urrrgh. Tired Zombie is tired ;( Buuut half the week has almost passed (again?!) and even though my mother is coming to visit this weekend I will be able to catch up on *some* sleep at leat. Woooo.

The pictures that were taken of me and Ricard this weekend was uploaded yesterday! I’m going to ask the photographer if it is OK that I put them here, otherwise you can go to www.bennytillberg.se and take a look in his gallery; I am the one wearing a black and white striped shirt and a corset with ribs on it :) Really happy with how those pictures turned out, I usually don’t look good on pictures on the first try ^^

Yesssh… it HAS to be time for a photoshoot soon, right? I have two locations in mind, just need to remember to check up if there are any way to rent/borrow  those for an hour or two for some awesomenice pictures. REMEMBER THIS. I also have other stuff I need to fix. REMEMBER THIS AS WELL. Caps takes care of things, pew pew!

Well known fact: Hot water can stop the rigor mortis process

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Starting the day with a shower = Feeling a bit less zombiefied and a lot more human!

I can honestly say that whenever I start the day off with a shower I always think that I should just stick my head into the cabin and just wash my hair, but whenever I actually do take a proper shower I always feel a lot better. Warm water is good for my rigor mortis, I guess :) This zombie is all of a sudden both alive and can bend her arms and legs properly, wooo!

Today is RPG night! Well, no: Tonight is RPG night! We were going to finish New York last week, but it took us too long when we were stocking up on weapons so we had to cut short since everyone was really sleepy. Tonight we are going to play until we are done, so I suppose I will have to play half asleep, haha ^_^ Buuut last week my boss kind of promised that I could flex my working hours tomorrow, and start a bit later in the day. I may be holding him to his word on that ;)

It looks like I may be able to roleplay twice a week soon, as the thursday group is going to start a campaign of Dark Heresy and I was asked to join. Not sure what I want to play yet, I have already tested to go the Sororitas way and I think that if I roll yet another one  I’ll just repeat what I’ve already done. But Ophelia was a really cool character ^_^ Had a lot of fun with her and the old gang. Kind of miss the old gang, but I don’t think we’ll play together again. Mrrf. So yeah… Hi, new gang!

Ohwell. Time to find clothes. I am currently staying awake to the lovely sound of bagpipes (Saltatio Mortis – In Taberna) which is awesome, but I kind of need to be dressed aswell. Cheers!

Awesome is who awesome does

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I forgot all of my glasses (three pairs) at work, so I really shouldn’t be hanging around my computer today. Yet I do. Ohwell.

I bought a lot of fabric after work, I am going to try to make a burlesque bustle skirt for saturday. Plan is to build it tomorrow. I am not fully sure how to make it or even what I want it to look like, but meh. I’ve freestyled clothing before so it’s gonna be awesome because I am awesome!

But, well. If I am awesome… how come I don’t feel awesome? I feel paranoid, insecure and 14 years old. I don’t like that, I want and I need control. This is most likely one of the worst things that can happen to a control freak. Dang nabbit. It will work out fine I am sure, but right now I just want to scream if I am going to be perfectly honest with you. I just wish there was something I could do to magically fix things as I’d want them, but meh. Argh!

I am going to bed early today. My neck has been acting up all day and I’ve been both stiff and in a lot of pain. Hopefully the muscles will reset if I get enough rest..? Will bring a handful of comic albums to bed. I started reading Fables all over again. Om nom :3

So. Good night dear friends and not so dear possible enemies.

Will we agree with Cthulhu when it comes to you?

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Yesterday was RPG night! Which, of course, means that we were almost eaten by a 40 foot long, flying worm with biiiig sharp teeth. Of course. Hrm. Nothing to see here people, move along. Just a bunch of crazies saying weird stuff about worms. Hrm.

It’s a good group we’ve got. Problem is we are only 4, and we need to be 5. Especially since one of the players have a LOT of school work that sometimes get in the way, and then we are suddenly only three people playing. His character has been to the loo with ”the runs” the last two days, so he is pretty thin at this point. Well, we can’t drag him along with us when we do stuff, so he has to stay put somewhere for a good enough reason. Obviously our GM thought the runs was the best reason for why he couldn’t trail along when we went into Harlem and whatnot.

And oh, the mortality! The lack of survivabilty! That way of almost dying as soon as look at you! Makes it exciting I guess, but I get very fond of my characters and I really dislike when they die. Which have so far in my short career as a roleplayer (um… well… 9 years now I think..?) never happened. Don’t wanna! ;(

But yeah. If you are a roleplayer, living in or close-by to Helsingborg and wanting to join our ranks to fight of Cthulhu and his pals (or so they say, so far it’s only been ONE measly little worm!) let us know and we’ll see if you are what we need. You need to be seasoned to keep up with the rest of us, so we won’t admit any virgins, sorry.

Ia Ia!

How am I supposed to keep track of all the changes?

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Yesterday it was embarrassingly obvious that I haven’t ben playing WoW for a very long time, and especially the warlock. Was in a heroic with Björn and three randoms, and the tank died. We were me (lock), two palas, one priest and one shaman, and when the pala tank died the healer started yelling for combat ressurrection. I lol’d and said that we had no druids in the party, upon which the healer left the party and the other pala called me a noob. I was really confused, but after asking my guru (Murck) it turned out that yes, Soulstones can be used for combat ressurrections since a long time back. Hepp. Good thing I know that know, but yeah. That was just crazy :D I haven’t really played the warlock since summer 2010 tbh, so I have no clue with all the changes.

Anyway. Weekend was pretty good. I am feeling better and I hope that I won’t get any more fever or cold or whatever, because I am dead tired of being ill after 3,5 week of illness. It makes me want to punch reality in the face, should I be honest here.

Next weekend I am going out to Wicked Mill Society with my brother and Lotta; a brand new burlesque club premiering in Malmö! And I refuse being ill then, because the tickets are already bought and we are all looking forward to this. I don’t think I’ll be wearing my usual red/black burlesque outfit, I’ve got something more omnious in mind that will be black/white which will be awesome. Pictures will come when I actually have assembled a proper outfit ;)

Had these weird dreams about bikes/cars that I had to fix before a race but the guy I was working for was just really hard to please because he had a lot of weird but strong opinions and his brother was really weird about it all. I had just entered their home when the alarm went off, I think it’s a good thing I didn’t have to spend more time with those two lol.