Stayed a bit longer in bed today, which felt good. I like this, being able to sleep as much as I want; No nagging mother trying to get me up earlier than I feel like…

It WILL be a stressful day at work today, but I still feel kind of confident when it comes to that. I haven’t decided whether I will take the cashier and put Grency in the kitchen, or take the kitchen myself, I’ll have to talk with him about that at work later.
My body aches :/ That’s not too good; Tomorrow will be a soft day, but I don’t really like that I have to work for 20hrs this weekend. Sunday is OK, Grency will take care of the pizzamaking so I can relax, but …saturday?
Don’t stress, don’t bother to stress. Take it easy. Yay. ^_^

I have to make some payments today.

Listening to Tomas di Leva and just …thinking. I’m kinda stressed up before todays work, but I don’t think it’ll be so bad. And… the rest of the week… I don’t think I have to stress myself up like this, really. But …I do. Time after time.
I’ll have to talk to Kjell about sunday, though, because there is no chance in hell we’ll be able to manage anything at what it looks like right now. Sorry, no can do.

Trying to find some more educations in case of a big NO-NO from MI, but it’s not as easy as I though. Colleges cost bazillions of dollars, universities even more, and then I don’t really know what’s left… I’m not too good at knowing stuff about school :p Since I graduated two years ago and started working I haven’t even played with the thought of going back to school, so I am really a n00b at this. If anyone’s reading this and have some good advice – don’t hesitate to comment this post or mail me, okies?

…Pablo bit me in my arm and said ”I want to eat you!”
Help? He’s not the first one, you know. I seem to take out some kind of cannibalism from my surrounding, and I don’t even know what it is about me that makes people want to chew me all up and spit out my bones.

Chaos at work, but …somehow… I can’t help thinking ”just nine more months, just nine more months” and that mantra makes it all endurable. It’s like: ”Hey, I’m in hell! But …in nine months I will be doing something totally different so I don’t care!”, and believe me: It really helps, thinking like that! That’s how much I want to flee to the States for a while, abandon Sweden and the Swedish Ways of Doing Things and Saying Things. I have no idea how well I will get on, living in USA, but …I need my adventure, I really do.
BUT: Still no answer from the school. It makes me so nervous, and it makes me totally believe they won’t let me take the test anywhere else than in USA. In that case… Well… I don’t know. I could to some checking around to see what it would cost me to fly to the states for a few days, and if I can somehow manage the cost perhaps that’s what I’ll do. Otherwise, it’s bye-bye dreaming, hello boredom. (Unless I find some other course to take instead, or get a job as au-pair or something. We’ll see…)

The easiest way of surviving life and all of it’s surprises is to just take one step at a time. Walk fast, if that’s what you want, but always keep ONE foot on the ground. That way you won’t fall on your face that easily…

And, remember kids: Dressing up like Hitler in school is not cool!

…and I really, really love The Phantom of the Opera. The original book, Pratchetts version of it, the tv series, the movies, the musical, the music… The musical as film. It’s wonderful, just marvellous! All the actors are perfect, the settings, the clothing… And it makes me go almost dizzy just by watching it, dreaming it, being it…
That was the psych-out of today :p

We’ve been playing RPG for four hours – fun, and needed!
I also spent some hours making almost all of my diary posts at helgon.net private, because I don’t want my diary to be public anymore, and I really don’t want to erase them all. So… I’ve got ~200 posts left to hide. Ack! My arms and fingers hurt from all the clicking and mouse-moving.

…still no answer from MI. Gosh! I wanna, I wanna! Gimme?

Got to sleep soon. I’m getting mighty tired, and tomorrow I’ll try to tidy up my home a bit…

[Boromir] says: giev ring plx
You have requested to trade with Frodo.
[Frodo] says: no
Trade cancelled.
You have requested to trade with Frodo.
Trade cancelled.
You have requested to duel with Frodo.
Duel cancelled.
Frodo passes under the influence of The One Ring.
You are too far away!
You are too far away!
[Party] [Boromir]: omg frodo has gone away
[Party] [Aragorn]: ok lets look for him
[Party] [Merry]: frodo where r u
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
Orc Warrior hits you for 100.
Orc Warrior hits you for 150.
You are dead
Frodo has left the party.
Sam has left the party

LOL. WoW goes LOTR :)

Okay. Fun-fun.

I’m a bit …dunno… restless today. I really want to have my email answered, but it is night in USA so I can’t get any answer ’til tonight, at the earliest. It’s like… Well… Everything depends on what the answer is: If they can’t let me do the test in Sweden I can’t apply to that school, because I really don’t have the money needed to go to California for a test that takes 15 minutes.
Also, I’m nervous about the test. And… I don’t think I’ll pass. :-/

Home again. I won the auction, so now I have to ask mom for my money. Then I will have a pair of very nice jeans, yay!
My meetings went well, I got help from one of our customers while at CSN (he works there) and the lady at the bank was very kind and nice. (It seems that my Maestro Card has been somewhat broken, so she cut it ahalf and ordered a new one for me.)

Just sent a mail to MI, asking them about the SLE I have to take. Really, if it is a demand that I take it at MI and nowhere else, there is no way I can manage it. I don’t have that kind of money, and if I had I’m not to sure I would want to spend it on something that takes 15 minutes…
Hopefully I’ll get my answer soon, I can’t wait! I feel like I’m sitting on needles and pins, I’m excited about it all! It surely is an adventure…

I feel totally Bettielicious. I think turning black was a good idea, all of a sudden all of my clothing match my hairdo better than before, and that does wonders to my self-esteem.

Starting tomorrow, I will be working for eleven days. Eleven days in a row! That sucks big time. I think I’ll ask Grency to work for me next monday – the weekend will be tough so I will really need some good rest for a day. Putting me up to work a monday… blasted pricks.

Anyhow, any minute now I’m off to the CSN office to ask them my thousand questions – hopefully they’ll be able to answer them too. …or at least point me in the right direction. I also have to check to see if my Maestro Card works, in that case I’ll be able to buy me some food. Otherwise I’ll have to ask my mom to give me the money she stores for me – perhaps I’ll need them anyway, I’ve bidden on a pair of cute pinup jeans at Tradera, and will know in 2 hours+ if I won or not.

Got to go.
OKY BIBUY.