I am feeling very strange today. Almost feverish, but without having a fever. I think I may have been more or less awake half the night and that what I am feeling is sleep deprevation, but I am not sure. Not sure at all. I just know that I really want to go back to bed and sleep another couple of hours. I am drinking a glass of water as I write this, in the hopes that it will help. Don’t want to feel like this at work, that would indeed be sucky :/

There is something I am trying to achieve when dreaming, or lucid dreaming or what is going on. I could be awake too. I hate that I don’t know what is going on. But the last couple of nights I have been chasing some kind of scores, or tokens or something. I just never reach the goal. Meh. So I wake up/leave the bed and I feel incomplete and like a failure. Not a good start of the day, especially when mixed with feeling feverish and weirded out.

Ohwell. Hopefully I’ll feel better when I am properly awake and at work. Otherwise: It is thursday and in two days I can sleep all day if needed. Focus on the positives!