You make me feel so damn unpretty.

There’s 52 ways to murder anyone
One or two are the same,
And they both work as well
I’m coming clean for Amy,
Julie doesn’t scream as well
And the cops won’t listen all night

And so maybe, maybe
I’ll be over
Just as soon as I fill them all in
And I can remember when I saw her last
We were running all around and having a blast
But the back seat of the drive-in
Is so lonely without you
I know when you’re home

I was thinking about you,
There was was something I forgot to say
I was crying on a Saturday night
I was out cruising without you,
They were playing our song
Crying on Saturday night

As the moon becomes the night time
You go viciously, quietly away
I’m sitting in the bedroom,
Where we used to sit and smoke cigarettes
Now I’m watching, watching you die

I can remember when I saw her last
We were running all around and having a blast
But the back seat of the drive-in
Is so lonely without you
I know when you’re home

I was thinking about you,
There was was something I forgot to say
I was crying on a Saturday night
I was out cruising without you,
They were playing our song
Crying on Saturday night

Yah. It’s saturday night, I’m tired and lonely but I’ll have to wait for a few more hours before I turn in; otherwise I will wake up in the middle of the night, unable to sleep more. (yeah, I KNOW I’ve got this reverse-insomnia-thingie going on, but I slept three hours in the afternoon, and that disturbs my nighttime sleep)

I’ve lost weight. I’m 3 kg’s down now, 57 kg. Why is that, I wonder?
I’ve got some plans about that, but I just wrote about them in swedish at helgon, so I really don’t feel like repeating them in english. Sowwy.

I’ve got a mark at my left cheek. About as large as an En-krona, and light red. It’s warm and it burns a bit, and I really have NO clue at all about what it can be. I noticed it yesterday evening when I got back from work, and I’m really curious about what it might be. Eric guessed it could be a sexually transmitted disease, but I SERIOUSELY doubt that, haha. Anyhooo… If anyone got any idea of what it might be, don’t hesitate to tell me.

I’m hungry, even though I ate an hour ago. What’s wrong with me?