This is where I am god

Not sure how much I’ve slept tonight. It feels as if I’ve been awake all night, but I know that I have dreamt stuff so nah. I dreamt of some kind of apocalyptic world with lots of fire and water, and we were trying to stay alive and hid in some kind of apartment house that was at a vacation resort. Something in the dream was based on me watching RPDR yesterday, but no idea what that was about. Malmö today was also involved. Hrm.

I feel numb today. A bit from sleeping, but also a bit from trying to keep sane even though people are acting strange. Not only the thing at work that I wrote about yesterday, but… meh. I dunno. I guess I am putting too much thought into it. It is one of my flaws; I am very good at assigning other people feelings, thoughts and emotions without actually *asking* them. BUT, I only do this when it’s a negative thing for me, so I don’t go around thinking people like me but the other way around. Yes… it is a funny little world I dwell in… :P

Going down to Malmö today for some adventures. It will be fun, and nice to get away even if it is no longer than an hour away. Was hoping some of my friends in Malmö could meet me for some eatings when I’m finished, but I guess people are too busy on a wednesday evening. Ohwell. I’ll just grab a hot dog at the station before going home :)

I just need to keep my thoughts focused and I need to concentrate on what I want to achieve instead of finding all these little rabbit holes to fall into. I miscredit myself way too much. I think. Anyway, gonna go get dressed now. What kind of attention whorish outfit should I wear today..? :P