Happy happy joy joy is finding 40 SEK hidden in the kitchen. That means I was able to buy milk and ham and to create some scrambled eggs for dinner, hooray!
Yet, I’m hungry again. I’ve got nothing to eat, and no money to buy food for. (and I’ve got total angst thinking of my salary this month: I don’t think it’s enough to pay the rent, less to buy food or DO ANYTHING. I suck bigtime at living by myself :( )

Did some updating in my online gallery today; Played dress-up as a princess and took some weird photos. Behold! The Nightmare! –> www.mirick.se/vidunder <– (err, there’s also some pictures of me in corset and thigh-highs, but I like them princess ones better!)

And still… I’m happy, but I don’t know how to feel :p
I want to just …scream out my feelings, letting everyone know, but then again: some things are better left unsaid. For the moment. I don’t like revealing myself to much, I want to be mysterious about some things. But, it’s not like I don’t tell ANYONE, just that I don’t tell EVERYONE.

Helgon.net is down. Fuck them guys, it just keeps struggling and struggling. I want to log in! Write my diary, answer my msg’s and …I don’t know, just BE THERE. But noooo, why work when we can be disabled? Blasted.
And you all know it: Hi, my name’s Carina and I’m addicted to internet, and especially Helgon.net. (Hi Carina!)